i love this performance so much. i love this song so much because it's composed by jaejoong. i love this song so much because it's my favourite song. & i love this song so much because it's sung by dbsk♥

flight is freakin postponed to 11pm. D<
bye f-list. see ya in around a week's time. will try to get onto lj asap when i get the chance to :)

HOW TO *BLING* MY BORING NOKIA E63.

before:


after:


i just realised that my before photo does not have the photo of my phone's backing which is where i did the bling-ing. wtf =.=
nvm, you can kinda get when i did right??? lalala. i'm sooooooooo HAPPY with what i did to my phone cause i've been wanting to do this for soooo long!!! ahh. i'm bored. i have like 2 mcq papers left and it's on thurs and friday. so i can just slack for a few days more :))
yesterday i watched THE VAMPIRE DIARIES! the story just gets better, cant wait for episode 9 next week. and i'm almost done with the rachel zoe project! it's soooooo good. being a personal stylist is like one of my dream jobs :D

i shall continue watching the rachel zoe project. byeeeee

* had haagen dazs just now. i feel so FAT. i seriously need to lose a lot of weight :(

this is me, 14 years ago:) i was fat, chubby and had double chin!!!! HAHAHAS. (old, vintage, back to basic film cameras still pwn♥)
i knew my dad took a lot of photos and kept them like some treasure, it is though. and he scanned them and posted on facebook, now anyone who goes to my fb page can see this photo of me. wow. since it's on the net now might as well post it here and share with y'all.

it's haydn tomorrow.
i'm very worried.
i really have to do well for MEP. it's like, i dont even dare to dream for an A1. sigh.
venice was not tested for SEQ. WTF. i know. lucky i remembered bonding singapore and paid attention in class. chemistry was okay-ish. i think i'll just get a B.

i am so freakin worried for the courtcase right now. i dont even know what to believe. it's like everything going around the net. and of course, i know that THEY WILL NEVER BREAK UP. i highly doubt that yunho and changmin would actually support SME. 12november. the day i have my bio paper 1. the day before my o levels end.

gosh. i should stop this post and go wiki haydn. 

sometimes i wish that i'm an austrian living in the late 18th century, during the romantic period

today was my last day in mg. the whole day was just plain dramatic. i cried like shit. everyone cried like shit (maybe not everyone)
the day started off relatively well. cause i knew that we'll be taking extra photos today, i decided to wear contacts cause i've been getting into the geek mode since last week when i got my new glasses.
shan brought her fantastic dslr which i had a chance to try out and shan brought her split cam. it was so amusing watching shan take photos, like joining her head on san's body, vice versa. oh yeah, yesterday i spent 2 hours printing out photos and pasting them on coloured-paper and writing cards for everyone in class, except some cause it'll be a waste of my precious studying time :)
during assembly, the whole class(i think) sang the school song out loud since it's the last time we would be doing that as a student of mgs. after that me, tham and eunice went to collect our bio presents from ms ng. she gave us notes, exam papers and new keychain! ms ng is a really great teacher and i love bio so much more now. i'm really working hard to do well for bio :)
first period was a math, aka free period for me, poon, ras and wendy. it was so damn fun cause we were camwhore-ing and we tried out the self-timer and continuous shots. and guess who we saw? MR LEE!! he came back from reservist cause ms koh couldnt make it today. we took photos with him, will post them when i get them from poon.
second period was chem! last lesson with mrs lau :((( i love mrs lau soooo much. she's the bestest form teacher i ever had :) mrs lau wrote small notes for us and it was really nice of her. everything was fine until we ended lesson cause mrs lau gave us this small speech which left her crying and most of us too. cause i sat in front and i saw the tears collecting in her eyes. plus the fact when she got more emotional when she thanked us for being there for her during one of her most difficult times. yeah, then i cried for a while. i'm glad that we were able to help her when she felt down cause usually it's teachers who help us. but who would help the teachers when they feel down?
during recess, me and eunice wanted to eat red-bowl-noodles. but the horrible auntie didnt open for business today D< so i just had yong tau foo. then we also received our ss homework which was 11 prelim papers. obviously we dont have do everything.
after recess, we had our baccalaureate service. mrs ong started off with a talk on "friendships made and pleasures shared" quoted from our school song. she mentioned a lot of points which made me reflect a lot on the past few friendships i had. obviously there had been good and bad ones. but i'm glad that right now, i have friends around me that are real, true and honest to me. i know these friends will last me a life time and i have no time for those superficial friendships.
i sat beside alex during the service and we talked about certain matters. even though alex and i are not exactly good friends/ very good friends or neither are we on bad terms. we're just like the normal-normal kind of classmates that talk once in a while. except for the fact that i didnt really get along that well with her cause she was friends with a certain someone. i dont get what is the problem with other people. so what if we shared a conversation? it was just a normal "hi, how are you now? havnt been talking to you for a while." and people get a big fuss over it. what the shit. anyways, these kind of people are seriously ridiculous. i will not elaborate on this anymore since its none of my business, just that i cant stand the way how alex is being treated. no one deserve to be treated in that way.
worship was lead by teachers and it was good cause we sang the desert song♥ we sang the school song, all 3 verses :) we also had a special item by the teachers, they sang i wish you jesus. after that, we watched a video. a picture slide show with background music, lol. they obviously took the pictures from facebook. and and and, THEY INCLUDED EUNICE'S BUDDHA JUMP SHOT xD



HAHA. everyone present laughed like shit okay. i still remembered the time when we took it during longest day. mr ong helped us take this photo and he was laughing after taking the photo. so we went to see it on the screen, OMG. we laughed so hard ok. i had like asthma attack or something. eunice lian is BOOMZ. :) they also included ze's solo photo of her playing the viola and the photo we took in the mep practice room 1. i was with my violin. hahas. the school made this calendar for us that has our own photos. a class per month, including our longest day group shot and this group shot of the sec 4 teachers. ms tan specifically told us not to draw on their faces, LOL. after that, the service ended.
the drama starts.
we go back to class packing our stuff and everything. then shan went to hug denn and they started crying like shit. more like shan cause denn confirm going to rjc, and of course, the 2 of them being best friends since i dont know how long ago are going to miss each other after being in the same school for like 10 years. yeah, then me and poon saw and of course we started crying. then everyone went around hugging and crying on each other cause we dont wanna say goodbye :(((( i cried buckets. it's like the crying starts all over again when i go hug another person. and in the end i decided to go home instead of staying in school to study cause i just cant take it anymore. my eyes still hurt right now.
4M has really made a huge impact in my life. we've been through thick and thin and now we're here, 10 days to o levels. everyone in class played a part in some way or another and i'm thankful for the times we've spent together. i would choose to go through all these again if i'm given another chance. the only thing i would change is my results aka, should have worked/studied harder. i love all my teachers and i really appreciate them for everything they had done for me, us. i know it's not goodbye, but in the end we have to go through this whole journey ourselves. during all the crying and hugging, we kept saying and telling each other to go to the same jc together aka acjc. so i've really made up my mind to really must work very very hard for o levels, that way, we'll be able to see each other in the same jc next year. i'm really determined to study extra-hard-core-to-the-max now :)













for friendships made and pleasures shared♥
thank you for the memories, i'll remember them forever
even though i was in mg for only 4 years. those 4 years are enough to last me for a life time. mg gave me so many things in my life. she brought me friends, teachers i can trust and most importantly, a home. she is my second home and will always be. i had so much fun and had made so much fantastic memories. mg is like the ultimate comfort zone in life and i will never find a place like mg ever again. i hate to leave mg. i didnt even cry that much as compared to leaving jingshan after 6 years there. these 4 years in mg are the best years i've ever had in my life. i love the mg uniform and i love everything and anything about mg. i hate to say it, but now i'm an ex-mg girl. no longer an mg girl on the exterior. but a true mg girl, deep down in my heart. i love you mg, and i always will♥
once an mg girl, always an mg girl.

gosh. so many things happened during the past week(s) and i seriously cant summarize into this short post because i cant stand letting my blog being so dead and empty!!
anyways, O LEVELS IN 18 FUCKING DAYS.
yes. i'm extremely stressed and deprived from sleep till the extent i have PIMPLES omg. pimples popping out of nowhere on my face! wtf D<
and and, change of plans for holidays. rmb i said i'll be away for the rest of the year? in the end i'll only go to jkt, indo for 1week plus and come back during early december cause i'm going to play for child aid concert, this large scale fund raising concert. i'm joining for experience and for fun okay, i'm not a pro or something like that. me, hannah, chua, ze and eunice!!! hahaha, it's going to be soooo much fun :))))
okay. I SHOULD GO OFFLINE NOW.

happy birthday magnificent key:)))))
yay! ily soooo much♥.
your rapping/singing AND GOLDEN HAIR!!! i'm too lazy to post a photo of ur golden hair cause i need to rush off for my violin lesson already >.>

i know this sounds retarded, but i want to learn how to rap in korean. HAHAHA. it's fun. lol. and it's not easy okay, i can kinda do some fail rapping in chinese ;) 

THIS POST IS DEDICATED TO MY BEST ROFLMAO FRIEND; EUNICE LIAN♥
cause i'm a lazy bitch and refuses to do her homework/study/practice violin/edit my higher music compositions. lol. yeah, i was bored and i looked through some of the photos taken earlier in the year :) hahahas. and i realised i needed to dedicate a post to eunice lian who is the best jump-shotER in the whole wide world xD


eunice lian owns you cause she can fly

anw, i really need to go practice my violin cause lesson's tmr. o level prac's next week. olevels' in 34days. i'm not even prepared. FML
* i'm doing my pft(physical fitness test) on thurs cause i didnt take it with the rest of the class as i was SICK. i have to do my 2.4km run. i'm so going to die halfway >.>

i'm using my sister's computer cause
MY SUPER QUAD 2DUO CORE 22-INCH LCD SCREEN COMPUTER DIED. CANCER/STROKE/CORONARY HEART DISEASE. IDK. IT JUST FREAKIN DIED.
i hope my dad would be able to fix it. yes, it died like 2 weeks ago and my dad bought a new motherboard to replace the old one. but in the end, it still died yesterday. wth. thank goodness i save all my data aka school work, PHOTOS, VIDEOS, MUSIC and all those stuff in my harddisk. so i'm not worried bout my data being lost. plus i backed up my itunes last month. so nothing would be lost. just that i cant believe it freakin died. wth. which quad 2 duo computer would die on you??? siao. i cant believe it. i tried using the spare laptop and it didnt find any internet connection. wth. my internet connection is wireless broadband unlimited somemore. ARGH. life sucks man :((((
ok. i need to go practice my violin and later gtg to mg and help out for aloud cause i'm helping janice, nadene, celia, liying(strings juniorr) to dress up. lol. i'm going to do their hair and makeup. so fun :)

*i'm playing country story on facebook. LOL 
**mgchoir just had their farewell party. made me miss mgstrings all over again. wednesdays are never ever gonna be the same again :/

SHINHWA IS MY NEW LOVE♥

i'm going to take quite a while to listen to the whole of their discography and solo discography. it's like i always watch and listen to their stuff from the solo point of view. er, like i didnt really look at them as a whole group before. i think it's not the same kind of liking i have for dbsk, and plus the fact that they're like 30 already. hahahas. my fave is still junjin though. and second is shinhyesung! 
anw, my itunes is like 90% korean. i totally deserve to be a korean can. but i still enjoy being a chinese. i must so learn korean after Os. 

i think i'm going to stop here. cause tomorrow's going to be a loooooong day! cant wait to have fun(:

PRELIMS ARE OVER! and i have no school for the rest of the week 8D

anws, i had violin lesson just now. so i took the train from amk to paya lebar. so in the middle i had to switch train at city hall. and every singaporean/ people who live in sg knows that city hall mrt station is like overcrowded during peak hour, eg. 6PM ONWARDS. -calm down- okay. singaporeans are extremely well known to be very *kiasu, *kiasi and *kiabo. and most importantly, DAMN *GUAI LAN. wtf. before you get onto the train, you let the other passengers alight first right. but they, freakin stand right in front of the door and dont bother to make way for passengers to alight. and what makes it worse was that there's pictures/signs and idk what the smrt ppl had done to get us to make way for passengers, yet all of them just freakin stand there and dont even budge. wtf. what kind of attitude is this? not guai lan then what? (actually i have a word to describe but i shall be nice and not use it) btw, i'm a fantastic citizen so i did not squeeze with the rest and i still stood behind the yellow markings even though i was pushed to the front. and guess what i got back in return, 30 MINS WASTED. I MISSED 5TRAINS. I GOT ON THE 6TH. AND I WAS LATE FOR MY LESSON.

ok. you might think i'm over-reacting, but i am NOT. i'm just too upset with singaporeans on the overall. yes, not all singaporeans are like that, just a few black sheeps. but the A FEW is like 8 out of 10 people taking trains(for example). even though i'm not a singaporean, i enjoy living in singapore and you can say that i love singapore (sound so patriotic but it's true) sigh, cant be bothered to go on further on this topic :/

HAPPY PART HERE:after my lesson, i crossed over the road to find my dad at parkway parade. and of course, I WENT TO DIVA. AND I BOUGHT 3 NEW RINGS♥ i have a secret fetish for rings. and i freakin loveeee diva even though when i always complain that they overprice their accessories all the time and that i would never buy from diva again. lol i'm going to be vain and post pictures of my rings hereee :) share one of the loves of my life with you. LOL

( MORE PICTURES UNDER THE CUT (: )

i love this picture♥

OH. i'm trying to get my dad to buy a DSLR. not for me. but more for like the family to use. my dad's very into photography, computers, watches etc etc. anything to do with those IT and guy stuff. lol?
and i think buying the 3rings from diva is enough to satisfy my hunger for shopping. LOL. for real. i dont think i'll go to vivo/orchard and walk around the whole day shopping. i'll save that for post olevels retail therapy :) and meanwhile, i'll save money. lol
going out on thursday. will take lots of photos!!

might be posting more long long posts with proper details instead of just random points here and there.

* kiasu: afraid of losing
* kiasi: afraid of dying
* kiabo: afraid of having nothing as compared to others
* guai lan: extremely stubborn
* hao lian: show off

HELLO WORLD.
I MARK TODAY AS ONE OF THE HAPPIEST DAY OF MY LIFE :DDD

CAUSE...........
I GOT A2 FOR CHINESE OLEVELS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*APPLAUSE*
anw. i know i've been expecting for A1, but i really thought i was going to get a B4 or even worse, C5/6 after laoshi went through the paper. i was so freakin worried for my bao4zhang1bao4dao3. and i got DISTINCTION for my oral and listening. yay! and i guess i should be happy with A2 cause it's still A! so yeahh
and POON!/ thechosenone47  got a freakin A1!! she totally deserved it so :))

today was chem and it was horrible. i totally didnt understand the whole of paper2. so after the paper, i was depressed cause i thought after all the studying i did i could actually pass. yeah, so after that, ms ho said that our teachers would come to us one by one and tell us our results in 5MINS time. obviously, we were freakin out. and she said that those ppl who get B3 and below would have to retake chinese at the end of the year, making us feel even worse :X 
then when mrs lau came to me, i totally blank-out. i didnt even hear what she was saying except i had distinction for oral and listening. then i asked her what was my grade, and she pointed at the paper and said 2!!!! OHMYFREAKIN HELL. YES. i just screamed "OH MY GOD" really loudly, i bet everyone in the hall heard me. oops, and i'm not supposed to use God's name in vain either :X
AND THEN, the BEST THING HAPPENED. i saw poon and asked her how much she got, and she looked at me and i said A2 and she said she had A1. and then everything was just a blur cause we're like 2 freaks hugging/jumping/CRYING like siao char boh. yup.
best feeling in the whole wide world. :)

i think i should start to plan what i'm going to count for L1R5 and aim for what grade i want to achieve.
1. english B3
2. chinese A2
3. MEP A1
4. combined literature/social studies A1
5. math A2
6. biology A1

actually i'm not really sure but i confirm must get A1 for mep. and as for combined humans, i think it's quite possible to get A1 as long as i continue working hard for lit and ss. i'm quite sure that my combined for prelims is quite okayy since venice saved my life and the poem wasnt that bad, hopefully :)
i need to work really-really-extraXa-million-times harder now. i really want the day i receive my olevels result next yr to be like today :)



I know the plans I have for you.
Plans to prosper you and not harm you.
Plans to give you Hope and a Future
Jeremiah 29:11

i did this post ytd but lj decided to be horrible and not let me post. so here it is.

8TH AUGUST 2009
i went for my dsa audition in the morning today. (dsa to acjc's string ensemble)
cause the wonderful rachel chua is my accompanist, i went to her house first. we practiced, talk, listened to TCHAIKOVSKY'S MEDITATION!

you must really listen to this :) i love it sooo much♥

yes, she finally heard it cause i kept telling her about it. i had a earworm on that piece for like 2 whole days. i even dreamt about it :O
then her dad drove us to acjc. saw lydia and her sister also.

anyways, i think i played better than usual for both weniawski and vivaldi. rachel said i played better compared to how i played at her house. they didnt even question my playing. like seriously?
-skip all details-
the interview was bad? idk.
questions they asked
1) how many schools i dsa-ed for : only acjc
2) why i want to go acjc : this thought i had since i joined mg, seniors from acjc also
3) who's my violin teacher
4) MY ACADAMIC RESULTS.

obviously, DUH. i didnt do well for sec3. i regretted not studying enough. i told them that even though sec3 was a bad yr, i had improvements from sec3's mid-yrs and end-yrs. for eg. bio F9 jump 6grades to B3. yup. and then i told them i'm doing better this yr and i'm still improving a lot. (subjects like chem and math)
the mep teacher was saying that since now's phase 2, seats are very limited. then i told her about me sending the form during phase1, but because of some administration probs, (i had few emails to and fro from the general office) that's why now i'm in phase2 :/
then the mep teacher said that a levels arent that simple and stuff and its not easy to do last minute studying, and that i can still use academic results to get to acjc. she also added "hopefully you'll join the string ensemble" or smt like that. she then said that if i dont receive any calls/news from them, obviously i'm rejected. (obviously by now i'm like WTF. right)
then when i packed my violin and was about to leave, the other teacher(in charge of the string ensemble) said that he enjoyed my vivaldi/ i did a good job for vivaldi.

so what now? i dont even know what to expect.
actually i thought about it, plus after what rachel told me. so what if they offer me a place and i accept? i might not be studying as hard as i can for o levels cause i already have a jc waiting for me. and also, i might not be able to cope with studies. so if i really dont get the dsa, i'll just have to study hard for olevels like everyone else and get into the jc by my academic results. and maybe consider joining the string ensemble.
i was quite troubled/upset on the way home and after like 45mins wasted on worrying, i finally got over it by telling myself that i should trust in God and leave everything into His hands. sometimes things are meant to be this way, and wdv God has planned out for me, i know there must be a purpose. i'm so glad i have God right now when i'm feeling down or shitty.

btw, jcube had a bbq at joelfoo's house ytd. it was a lot of fun :) will post the pictures when they're on facebook.

GOSH. I CANT FCUKING STAND THIS ANYMORE.
STOP LIKING KOREAN STARS/SINGERS CAUSE YOU THINK LIKING KOREAN ARE COOL NOW WHEN YOU DONT EVEN MEAN IT.
DONT CALL YOURSELF A FAN OF WHOEVER WHEN YOU DONT EVEN KNOW THEIR SONGS. OMG.
I HATE THE STUPID CRAZE WITH NOBODY. YES, I LOVE WG BUT IT'S SO FREAKIN OVER-RATED. 
STUPID STRAITS TIMES, CNA ETC. STOP POSTING/PUBLISHING RUMOURS WHEN YOU DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT'S GOING ON IN THE SINGAPORE'S MUSIC INDUSTRY IN THE FIRST PLACE. ERM. THE WAY TO SPELL TVXQ IS T-V-X-Q. DUHH. NOT TVQX OR WHATEVER SHIT.
UGH. THE STUPID CRAZE WITH BOF IS SO FREAKIN SLOW. DONT COME RUNNING TOWARDS ME AND TELLING ME THAT YOU LOVE KIMBUM/LEEMINHO/KIMHYUNJOONG. GUESS WHAT? I HATE THEM ALL, THANKS TO PEOPLE LIKE YOU. WTF

okay. sorry for spamming ur f-page. :X

東方神起♥